but some of the girls on this floor are really into this whole football thing, screaming obsenities at the tv like theres no tomorrow, it's hilarious! it's great when someone says something like, "that guys in my english class, and he's definatly going to hear about dropping the ball on monday..." definatly funny.

Jared can't come next weekend, unless by some miracle of modern something his parents let him come over with milo, which wouldnt be very likely 'cause milo really doesn't want to spend that much time in a car with someone he really doesn't know that well... i wouldn't either, but i really want jared to come visit :(

anyways, i'll be coming home to visit during the fair, but i wont have any money, or a car, or anything, and maybe me and jared'll go to the fair on saturday or something (except knowing the people i know they'll try and blackmail me into showing a sheep damn them all) and then we can spend all day saturday and sunday together... but he might have to do sunfair parade... i hope not, i'd rather be at the fair... heh, but then i'd have to pay full price admission, nah, i'll sneak in in the morning or something sneaky like that :) you know me.

we talked until after 2:00 am last night/this morning, i love that i can do that... just sit there and talk to him about nothing... we talked for... four hours last night, we really put a dent in his poor phone card :( but it'll be okay, 'cause i'll be home and he can hold me (for hours... oh, yes... i love that feeling!) in... *counts on fingers* in less than three weeks, thats great! *dances* it'll be great!

damn, i miss him... that feeling sucks... but it's definatly outweighed by the feeling i get when i'm around him... its crazy... i mean, heres this guy that i've been friends with for six and a half years and then for awhile our lives go different directions, and then, out of nowhere, bam, we both end up at the same place at the same time (something that didn't seem very likely in the first place) and all of a sudden i'm making out with someone i haven't seen in forever, let alone spent any time with... i mean, yeah, we were flirting that weekend, but still... i always flirted with him, i flirt with all my guy friends, hell, i still flirt with nathan when i'm around him... it's nuts! anyways, i've just made another longer than long entry (at least compared to the entries i've been having... yeah i know, they're few and far between) later all!

<>< Julianne

bye bye diaryland - Monday, Nov. 08, 2004
shit - Wednesday, Nov. 03, 2004
my eye hurts - Tuesday, Oct. 05, 2004
no phone, no internet - Sunday, Aug. 22, 2004
wtf mate? - Sunday, Aug. 08, 2004