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Saturday, Mar. 27, 2004 -- 5:51 PM

i may have thought that i was willing to risk being hurt again... but right now i dont know why i was willing to risk that. he holds the peices of my heart and it's not fair in the least. he was the one person i wanted so badly to trust... the one person that i wanted so badly to be with. i feel right now like i wanted so hard to trust him that i forced myself to do it.... even though i've heard more often than not that the one who is constantly accusing is usually the one that is up to something.... everytime i come home and i see the blinky light on my voicemail.... i want to hear it because i want to hear his voice, but i know what the message is going to say... everytime the same thing....

anyways, i believe i am going to get semi-dressed (sweats... ) and go to the bathroom and then play with my new rat and try and find a name for him... *sigh* i will have a normal life.... i really will.

<>< Julianne

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- Who? -
I'm Julianne, about 5'2, brown hair/eyes and going to Washington State University. I'm home for the summer right now and going absolutely crazy.

- Loves -
My friends! *hugs* my pets, 'specially my rats. havin fun w/ my friends. Music, my trumpet.

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Closed minds, people who don't trust me, stupid people who like to be stupid a lot. Ignorant people, long distances.

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"Anyone who is capable of getting themselves made President should on no account be allowed to do the job."
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"It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it."
-Aristotle

"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit."
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"You can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns have roses."