i really am.

last night he was so pissed off at me, today, he just seems to forget that anything happened.... maybe it was just that he was drunk.

but he did say that on that message...

who knows what the deal is?

it will definatly figure itself out, i'm sure of that.... but 24 hours ago i wasn't sure how it was going to work out, and i was definatly more pessimistic than this... thats for sure...

maybe he just realised that he was wrong and he wanted to make up for it.

i can only hope.

but now it's bed time

tomorrow is laundry day

and then it's time to start packing.... i need to figure out what crap needs to stay here and what stuff i can't make it through the summer without.

but that starts tomorrow.

i go home in 10 days. i should make the most of what time i have left... unfortunatly i don't know how exactly to do that. *shrug* nite!

<>< Julianne

bye bye diaryland - Monday, Nov. 08, 2004
shit - Wednesday, Nov. 03, 2004
my eye hurts - Tuesday, Oct. 05, 2004
no phone, no internet - Sunday, Aug. 22, 2004
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