okay, seriously, it's called work for a reason, you go there and you work! who would have thought?

I'm really annoyed at a couple of people at work who think that they are getting paid to show up and do as little as possible. I don't know what their opinion on the subject is (well, i have an idea....) but honestly, i feel like if someone is going to pay you money to be somewhere and do something, you should show up on time and actually do the fucking job that they are paying you to do! I think it's ridiculous to just sit in the back room and goof off or BS until a supervisor comes into the room. THese people are only working when they know someone is watching them.

It's frustrating, they don't understand why I'll actually be working, why i punch in after i go the the bathroom, when i only take 15 minute breaks instead of the 25 minute breaks they tend to take.

There is one girl in particular, she basically told me today that she was quitting, and i thought, "great, maybe they'll hire someone who'll actually do something...." except i just shrugged at her and put the clothes away like i was supposed to be doing, not talking.

Does it have something to do with ethics? Growing up on a farm-type-thing where work had to get done? Is it my religion? Do I just know that it's not very nice to be lazy? I don't know what it is, but i just get so frustrated when people don't do what they're there to do.

on another note, i got a cell phone today. I get crappy reception at my house, but tahts okay, because i wouldn't need it at my house that often. Only when I'm home on break.

Speaking of break, school starts in 43 days well, not school itself, i just go back in 43 days. Also, i have a planned parenthood appointment at 9:30 on tuesday... I'm seriously nervous about it.

And I'm going to Pullman in a week :) yay! I'm happy! I think I'm going to not call larry until wednesday and just remind him on that day....

I'm still paranoid about Michelle, and some people aren't helping.... Yes, I try to watch out for myself. And you know what, THANK YOU for watching out for me too. I'm seriously fucked up sometimes, so the more people watching out for me the better. I know it can't be a good feeling to be in the situation that you are in, and I honestly have no idea how it might feel to be you. I just hope that you believe what I tell you, and know that I trust you more than anyone at the moment, even more than a lot of people here, lately I've been betrayed, and by the people I thought would always be there.

But thats a longer story, perhaps I will get into it more at a later date.... Maybe when Diaryland will let me post!

Anyway, I believe that I am going to read a bit and then go to bed so that I can get up and go back to work tomorrow.

bye bye diaryland - Monday, Nov. 08, 2004
shit - Wednesday, Nov. 03, 2004
my eye hurts - Tuesday, Oct. 05, 2004
no phone, no internet - Sunday, Aug. 22, 2004
wtf mate? - Sunday, Aug. 08, 2004