Getting ready to go back to school, I'm leaving a week early. Well, more like five days early. Going to stay with Larry for a few days. Dad doesn't want me to leave early.

Why am I going back early you might ask? Well, there are several reasons. One, I'm freaking TIRED of Yakima already, I honestly don't think I could stand another week in this place, the only thing thats going to get me through this week is knowing that it's the last one I'll have to spend here for several months. The other reason has to do with money. Yes, I got my loan, and that could probably cover all my monetary needs for the school year, but I'd like to save up some money, that way when the time comes, I don't have to worry so much about moving into an apartment, and I'll have the money to buy things that I will need when I'm on my own, like kitchen supplies (not all kitchen supplies can be stolen from Roto) and other things. So I'm going to try and find a job. There are several criteria for the job that i would find.... included in this is one that I would be able to keep through the summer. I am pretty sure that I'm going to stay away from Yakima next summer, take a class or two, anything to get closer to actually being done. And (in my humble opinion) I need to get to town before everyone else if I'm going to find a job that I might actually like that gives me the hours that I'm going to need when I'm going to need them.

The problem with this is that I need to figure out how on earth I'm going to get all of my stuff packed before next tuesday. Well, getting packed isn't the problem, it's getting packed and leaving my room as clean as it was when I got here so that Kristin doesn't bitch and complain about the fact that I'm leaving my room a mess.

Then there is the bigger problem. How am I going to get all of my stuff into my car? My car isn't tiny, at least not compared to some, like Amy's car. But it certainly isn't an SUV. and, if I remember correctly, it took an SUV to get here for the summer. This could be very interesting.

On another note, my dad quit his job. And he yelled at his boss. Which is very good, because the past 11 years that he has been at this job he has been very stressed out and unhappy, he plans on taking a month off to go fishing.

Lets see... I haven't written in awhile because there really hasn't been much to write about. A year ago on this date I was in the middle of the last fair I would ever show at. Oddly enough, I didn't really win anything major that year. My biggest year was actually the summer after my sophomore year....

A year ago, me and Jared had been dating for one week, and I wasn't sure about anything.

A year ago, I was anxious to go to school, to be away from home, but at the same time I was afraid of it.

If a year ago, I knew that I'd be here, right here, writing this entry into my diary.... would I have been calmed down any? If I'd known any of the things that were going to happen when I went to school...

I still would have been scared.

So now I'm going to leave you until later...

I promise that when I get to school entries will be far more often, and contain far more actual thought provoking ramblings, as opposed to random stupid ramblings. The rats say hi... and I'm going to go watch the news.

<>< Julianne

bye bye diaryland - Monday, Nov. 08, 2004
shit - Wednesday, Nov. 03, 2004
my eye hurts - Tuesday, Oct. 05, 2004
no phone, no internet - Sunday, Aug. 22, 2004
wtf mate? - Sunday, Aug. 08, 2004